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I have been a fan of very dark reds and greens recently. I saw a Hatsune Miku illustration (wuju8944_ on twitter) I really liked and it had text in this very dark green color and I thought it was beautiful.
It had a wonderful use of gradients and shapes, very beautiful illustration.
I wish I made the top line part of the tassel thinner but it would require re-shaping the hand that is holding it, sad.
Something happened to another, I was thinking about it while drawing this.
I feel like I want to kill people sometimes because of what they've done, but I feel that someone should only be killed if they perpetuate it with a complete void instead of a stupid idiot heart.
It's like a split, knowing to let someone continue for the chance of redemption but being filled with an utter hatred, it's a frustrating split.
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This was to practice drawing a character and finding the purpose and appeal of their design, I found enjoyment.
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I don't have anything to say.
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This is based off a dream I had, I wanted to draw what I saw.
Me and 2 other people were robbing this bank when this random person showed up beside us and we started grabbing these nearby window panes and started to stab it into his body from this sense of savage fear.
At some point someone stabbed it into his brain, seeing the blood and brain spurt onto the window, I realized the cruel nature of our actions and started to get nauseous and sick, which is when I shortly woke up.
Our boss told us about this "criminal mastermind" that might have also been at the bank and because we discovered a strange "booby trap" involving a brief-case with built-in soft spikes, the paranoia got to us.
He was on the ground writhing and screaming for help, at our mercy.
This may be the second time I had a dream about destruction of the body by window panes and stabbing, the first time involved a blanket though.
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The green thing reminds me of old MTV for some reason, like a Beavus and Butthead kind of thing.
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I may replace this with a more 'refined' version.
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I don't have anything to say.
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This isn't the characters final design.
They are a demi-god of reincarnation.
Color is so annoying I feel so stupid I never know what to use ever it irritates me so much.
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The horned character talks like that because that is how the horned character talks, I am sorry if you have trouble understanding the sentences from the character.
The picture has that texture because I took a picture of the computer screen with my phone, I am suprised by the resolution size, usually it's tiny.
All the words were originally going to be for a different art piece but I feel more satisfied with them being here.
Off topic writings: I made this a few hours before I went to the mall with a friend, it was a wonderful time and a bit nostalgic.
I was suprised by how packed it was as the last time I went to a mall it was horrowingly empty.
I get this feeling when in public spaces like those, it's like social overexpossure to the point it's like floating in the ocean.
It is a good feeling, I revel in it a bit, it's delightful.
I guess I am a people watcher, as I love looking at people do things and have conversations, I feel like a hypocrite because I hate it when people do that to me.
There was this old worker in overalls at a spencers who stunk really badly.
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I was mixed on this one but I think this is my favorite piece I have made so far (as of april) in 2025.
I like the dark red and desaturated drab colors.
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First Image: The ball animal has an emotional chart trapped inside of it concerning the sun.
I tried drawing Lain Iwakura from memory, got her school outfit completely wrong. The only thing I remembered is what color her clothes were.
Sorry if you don't like the nudity present here.
Second Image:The smiling person looking up at the sky is inspired by Laura Palmers smile when she is looking at the ceiling fan and at the end of the film "Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me", I can't get it out of my mind.
I don't like the way I drew the characters face, I wish it looked more like Laura Palmers face but I would have to see it in order to make something close.
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I was thinking about Nanny Lynn's films and wanted to make something reminiscent but about something dark.
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Abstract fun but also just because I was mad at myself cuz I didn't have any ideas.
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I just drew a evil smile guy and wanted to put it here.
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It is meant to be erotic, but I hope you don't see it only as erotic.
My favorite detail is the hand holding, I am usually really bad at complicated hand things like that but it came out really well. There is a lot of visible weight to the interlocking.
I find the shading here better than usual, it's more soft and 'painterly', specifically the skin. I'd like to make an art piece that uses this type of shading again.
There was going to be more intense visuals but I thought it'd be more potent to show it how it is. And the version with intense visuals doesn't look good.
(Banal issues)
The hand of the person on top is too short, specifically the radius to wrist area.
I need to find my way of drawing side-profiles, this looks like a boot-leg ghibli characters side profile.
Something is off about it, it looks fine but the perspective of it looks slightly off, she should be facing more to the left, she is facing too sideways.
This is a revised version as the first incarnation the girl on top's ass looked like the one-cheek wonder :(
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Cool I guess.
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I made this character called TWIN TAIL GIRL and I think she is cool.
She is incapable of looking front-ways.
She was stuck in someones mind and presumed to be a dentist dream illusion but was burgeoned into life and existence and now wanders an empty plane in pure delight and joy.
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Asuka Langley is my favorite character in Evangelion.
This was an exercise in trying to memorize how to draw her and trying to define my own way of drawing her.
This drawing is kind of uninteresting to me, I like some of the rendering but I wish there was more dynamic posing.
I was envisioning her holding her hands up with a gold chain to entertain the idea of Asuka being rich and her showing off her riches but that didn't happen so she's just got her hands up...A bit awkward :/
I was heavily inspired by this one art piece of Asuka by "byziaczek" (Deviantart, "eyerealm" on twitter and Tumblr), it perfectly encapsulates her character in my opinion.
That specific art piece is one of my favorites ever, it's jagged colors and shapes convey a lot about Asuka's mental state.
I basically want to make a balance between that and her original incarnation, but I mostly want to copy that art piece in terms of how I draw Asuka because it's just so emotionally explosive.
I remember I first watched Evangelion when I was 13, it means a lot to me.
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One time I had to take care of a garden for a week and I realized the amount of dedication it takes to taking care of so many plants. It was an utterly exhausting experience, I won't lie.
This looks like shit but in a way that I like. I like the space that this takes place in.
This is a hypothetical future or after-life for the character with the cowboy hat, but it is not actually, there will only be darkness because that is all he can spread and foster.
