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I had a blurry picture on my phone of my TV and I thought it was like long forgotten structures in a vast void and I thought of someone who lives on it
It was originally blue and I drew the character on it and it didn't look convincing, so I took a picture of my computer and messed with some settings but it still
didn't look convincing, so I grey-scaled it and it looked convincing and a lot better. I like this one, reminds me of a winter night, the silence.
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The character in this illustration is the character with smoke coming out of their head. The character here is wearing a lions mane and shorts while suspended in abyss.
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I think this is a mob boss gang and they're about to kill someone. The suit man, insect man with funny glove, and the abstract cubes are about to rip the throat out of someone who did not comply.
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This is ritualistic habit, before people go to attend whatever buisness they have, they must wear the mask and spit in the iris of this monumental 100 billion year old creature.
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I don't have anything to say.
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This character has just returned home and they're trying to decompress after seeing a visage.
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This is an old drawing of Intalia. She looks more different than this now.
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I don't have anything to say.
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The character is coming to pay their respects to a lost loved one.
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I don't have anything to say.
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I don't have anything to say.
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I like that the object has weird pillow-shading on it. The character holding the object is subjected to eternal chores for faceless monitary providers.
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She was in her kitchen but now she isn't anymore.
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Fractures are making love.
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This character is condemned in the dark abyss that lies dormant below a monumental yet hollow apartment complex.
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The one on the left is Sebastian, and the one on the right is Olivia.
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Fanart for the Puppet Combo game "Nun Massacre".
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I don't have anything to say.
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This was inspired by the cover for an album I am mixed on, by an artist I don't like, Sewerslvt's "Draining Love Story".
The album cover is better than this drawing, there is such a beautiful mesh of color and texture, it's all very erratic, digital but painterly, sort of similar to Jackson Pollock's drip paintings but more violent and saturated.
I don't know if Sewerslvt does all of their album covers, but if so, they're very talented in making incredible visuals, 'suffering from melancholia - EP' and 'Skitzofrenia Simulation' have beautiful album covers.
This has a very limited pallette and the pallette itself is shit, with no interesting textures to make up for it.
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I don't have anything to say.
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This is a game where you must hit this creature in the head as hard as possible and it sits there and cannot do anything.
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I wish I could have finished this story, or made it as it was intended, but I guess it drifted away.
This story still exists but it was more concrete, now it's more abstract as to what happened, but I still know deep inside.
When I was making it, the imagery and themes and events I injected were more impulsive and subconcious, and I feel like I was always trying to articulate why I put them in, I didn't know what I was doing but I needed to do it.
Those themes were put through a cycle, filtered and reproduced and reinterpereted in multiple things, most of them died.
I still carry something with me that I need to get out, I hope that will be soon.
I feel like now I sort of understand what was occuring, I have no interest to make that story but I feel like I want to get my own closure for the original.
I was thinking this while looking at this picture, it's a sad picture to me. It's like I have abandoned it.
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I don't have anything to say.
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I don't have anything to say.
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I based this off of someone, I was drawing a crude version of a picture of someone, I don't remember who it was.
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She is made of blood.
